SLOW SUNDAY

It's funny when we complain when we are too busy at work, and when we are not too busy at work or maybe we just complain on just about anything even if it's almost our ideal job.

Lately, I've been feeling a bit depressed because I am not even sure if I really like the job I'm doing right now, but at the same time I don't really feel stressed; I actually enjoy it. It's dayshift, the office feels like home, the area is surrounded with trees and the air is amazingly fresh and my colleagues are nice, the salary is almost way above average compared to other companies on the same line of business (thanks to Service Charge and to our generous guests :p) and I get to make a difference and go the extra mile for diners. But, I kind of hope that I just stay in one place the whole day. 

So this morning I reassessed my attitude towards life because lately I feel like I'm trapped when truth is I have the power to change it. Maybe I should see the positive points in my job and use it to my advantage, like the work schedule. It's Dayshift, I love waking up early in the morning, and I'm more energetic these days. Also, even when I just sleep for few hours at night, I still manage to stay focused and cheerful and coffee seems to work for me. This must be the perfect time to start baking again. :)

Tomorrow I'll be back in Manila to get my baking oven and baking supplies. I will start over. I will manage my time more wisely and motivate myself repeatedly until I succeed. Nothing worth having comes easy. :) 

But the issue is still open. I really want an office job or maybe work as a front desk officer with a permanent workstation. lol